The Riddicule of My Emotions

Love is the riddicule of my emotions

So much time energy and devotion

Silly games played had left my heart feelin broken

Tears runnin down my face has left my pillow all soaken

The spot that used to hold all my joy is now gone

There's a void in my heart and it got me feelin all wrong

Feelings of extacy left me with the effects of taking extacy

I'm happy one minute; but the spell wears off and everything is so painful

There's a thin line between love and hate and I hate you

I love you and I hate you

The heart break and the betrayal

Got me thinkin is love supposed to change you

U gotta understand that my heart is filled with sorrow

I want love to live but i don't want it to jeaporadize tommorow

So i keep on asking God will I love you tomorrow

or will my feelings evaporate or will I live in denial

To me this thing called love is kinda like surgery

This 4 letter word that takes 3 seconds to say leaves me hurting 4 an eternity

I'm always under oath and my heart can get charged with perjury

Emotions are price less but is it really worth the fee

I know a woman's worth and this woman was really worth it

but is fucked up cuz what we had wasn't workin

this experience has left me feelin uncertain

should i take a bow and watch the final call of the curtain

But b4ore we go and bring this to a close

there are a couple things i must know

Would you love me if i whispered sweet sentiments

everytime we got intimate

and made each moment with you feel like it was infinite?

Now could you love if i would never change

If i was always wrong and i stayed the same?

What if i was the one to always cause you pain but i never noticed and did it all again?

What if i lied in the arms of the one that i love

about all of the one's that i loved?

Can i reedeem myself with kisses and hungs

and would you see me 4 the man that i am and not the man that i was?

True love comes once in a lifetime

So ima make sure i say it when im in the right mind

Because love is a battle where the winners and losers come out with riddiculed emotions