The Riddicule of My Emotions

Love is the riddicule of my emotions

So much time energy and devotion

Silly games played had left my heart feelin broken

Tears runnin down my face has left my pillow all soaken

The spot that used to hold all my joy is now gone

There's a void in my heart and it got me feelin all wrong

Feelings of extacy left me with the effects of taking extacy

I'm happy one minute; but the spell wears off and everything is so painful

There's a thin line between love and hate and I hate you

I love you and I hate you

The heart break and the betrayal

Got me thinkin is love supposed to change you

U gotta understand that my heart is filled with sorrow

I want love to live but i don't want it to jeaporadize tommorow

So i keep on asking God will I love you tomorrow

or will my feelings evaporate or will I live in denial

To me this thing called love is kinda like surgery

This 4 letter word that takes 3 seconds to say leaves me hurting 4 an eternity

I'm always under oath and my heart can get charged with perjury

Emotions are price less but is it really worth the fee

I know a woman's worth and this woman was really worth it

but is fucked up cuz what we had wasn't workin

this experience has left me feelin uncertain

should i take a bow and watch the final call of the curtain

But b4ore we go and bring this to a close

there are a couple things i must know

Would you love me if i whispered sweet sentiments

everytime we got intimate

and made each moment with you feel like it was infinite?

Now could you love if i would never change

If i was always wrong and i stayed the same?

What if i was the one to always cause you pain but i never noticed and did it all again?

What if i lied in the arms of the one that i love

about all of the one's that i loved?

Can i reedeem myself with kisses and hungs

and would you see me 4 the man that i am and not the man that i was?

True love comes once in a lifetime

So ima make sure i say it when im in the right mind

Because love is a battle where the winners and losers come out with riddiculed emotions

The Next MC

Will the next Mc please come to the stage
make the crowd move with your lyrical array
old school flava like its back in the day
with the new school feeling floatin the waves

The fans want the feeling of a tribe call quest
and they also want to see somebody whos so fresh
demandin respect with lyrical conquests
immaculate concepts unpack it in context

Show the crowd how you trace the words to the beat
like its 500 degrees make em get out their seat
make em clap to this, get them stompin their feet
as u conquer the snare in the air that you speak

Show them confidence with the lyrics u designed
with a feeling so sick that medicine shud be prescribed
speak words from the source so they cud see how u vibe
now tivo for the people rip it down when its live

Give them the encore if they want more
keep cookin up the flows but deliver them the raw
Everything is fair if it's love or if it's war
4 lyrics are love carved from abstract thoughts

So open up ya ears to this intricate sound
Cuz this is how the real get down
So will the next MC plz come on down
It's long over due and your time is now